Friday, May 25, 2007 - :

hey ... lyk its quite long since ive blogged ... but seriously nothin much has happened lor ... so nothin much to say bout ....
juz wanna say ty to jeremy :
sry for makin u worry but plz k ... i neva eva wanna see a doctor unless its seriously serious lar... or at least will try mii bez to avoid goin to the doctors.. hahhax... anyway ... thanks for carin soo much k ... hahahx... sry to hav made u worry k :] hahahx..... stay happy :]

any way .. lyk today super sian so i sleep then the bloody phone keep on ringin so onli slept for 1h ... damn crap sia ... lyk stoopid brother got soo many fwens keep on callin so sian one lor ... haix .. finally got to understand mii brother better and tiz happens... haix .... its lyk hes a shitty person on the outside but actually when u start tokin to him, hes quite ok lar... but hes a damn big show-off and a totally diff. person in front of his fwens ... i guess i'll juz hav to live wit tt sia ...

wa .... e-laerin was quite long ago ... but i still rmb how much it sucked k ... lyk so borin lar .. wake up soo early to do then still hav to rush 4 mii brother to use the com ... it was super crap lar... especially cuz it took soo long to load and stuff ... then dunno if muz upload or not ... veri confusin ... and had to lyk face the computer 4 soo long ... haix... so sad sia ....

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Monday, May 21, 2007 - days aft camp :

hii ... super gay lar... lyk its been quite a while since mii camp lar ... but it was super funny lar... i so <3 the campfire lar... damn funny .... then lyk had soo much fun lar....

2day is lyk sooo borin lor .. the elearnin mii com keep on laggin so always hav to wait lar... still got 2 more days of it .... dun tink i can take it lor .... and they giv us soo many assignments... lyk how to finish lar... so sian ...

then juz now dunno why got prob ... then cannot log in lor... so i was damn happy lar... but aft a while the thing ok .... so i had to go back to do lar.......... wa ... its lyk takin soo long ... haix .... lyk soo sian now lar....

hahahx.... lyk not much peeps online now lar... and i wanna watch sherk 3 .... onli tze ling wanna watch wit mii lar.... other peeps say its a waste of money ... but i soo dun agree wit them lar... it lyk looks sooo nice lor.... kant believe peeps say its a watse of money lar... so depressin .... lyk its so sad lar... damn happy im lyk goin to watch POC at worlds end tiz sunday :] hhahax... and i got sponsorship so i dun nid pay ... hahahx... so happy sia :] hahahax.... tts the good thing about watchin movie wit ur parents man ... free popcorn too lor ... hahahax... damn crap lar... hahahx...

it gotta go liao ... buh bye peeps... love u all always:]

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Monday, May 14, 2007 - stoopid day at skoo... quite useful lar :

hii... 2day wuz quite ok lar... didn lyk the part where the canteen ran out of food ... tt was soo crapped up lar... lyk how can they ask us to come to skoo if theres no food to eat... they didn even allow us to go to dover lor .... so crappy.... then lyk ppl starvin there lor .... quote frm claudia " they make us come skoo oso got nothin to eat ... they wan us eat air is it ..." hahhax... damn funny lar... then in the end onli drink justea .... and juz to let those who dun noe ....

JUSTEA RAWKS!!

hahahx.... okie anyway ... the talk to day wuz quite ok lar ... the guy damn funny lar... then dunno they tokin abt how to study ... tak notes... time management.... i tink tts all sia ... not sure ...didn realli pay attention to it hahahx...wa ... was damn hungry lar... then after tt i follow wan xian go dover cuz dunno wad go buy thing .... then aft tt was damn hot lar ... then hav to walk home ... hahahx.... mii life in soo non intrestin one lor ...

the camp is lyk deb not goin lar... wtf... cuz she say she sick .... wa ... then i will hav no one sia ... especially cuz i change to the other group... why sia.. onli got amelia ... haix .... so depressin lor ...cuz deb was suppose to be mii partner... haiz ... so sad ....

jer:

(if u read tiz) .... hey im realli sry for everything i asked if u had found it offendin/ if i had expected alot frm u ... but those were all how i realli felt and i hope u won cause mii to tell u abt tiz again ... i seriously felt i wasn important to u ... i tot tt u seriously didn care as much as i did 4 u ....it was also a long term cause .....................

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Saturday, May 12, 2007 - damn sweaty :

wa .... kant take it sia .... okie heres wad happened soo far
830am- pushed out of mii bed by my mother to clean up the house
900am-packin mii room (took 4eva)
149pm-went out for lunch (jack's place @ wrc)
230-came home for more and more Packin
350-follow brother to tuition
505- came back wit all the food ( damn heavy)
525-sittin here writin post
haix .... sweatin alot now ... mothers day bbq... soon at 6 ... wa ... damn tired liao ... kant type much now ....

buh bye !!!!!

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Friday, May 11, 2007 - :

harlo :].... lyk these few days lyk not say damn good 4 mii sia..
haix ... didn get mii expected grades sia ... so damnit crappy .. then dunno wad happened to debra ...wonder if shes ok lar ... damn sian ...
lyk no matter how much i study oso cannot get wad i want lor ....... y so suckish one... study and study oso no use.... then might as well dun study liao lor ...haix ..not blamin any1 or anything lar .. but the chinese is realli gettin harder... no 1 in mi clas got a A1 k ....haix ... dunno why lyk tt one lor ... then now mii chinese c5 ... haix ... not complainin .. but it juz cuz of the compo .... haix ....then mii lit was soo unexpected lor ... from a A1 to a C5 .... life is crap lar...haix...say so much oso but no use .... got owned by it lar....haix... tryin mii bez to seem happy to mii fwens soo they won worry bout mii it lyk they hav their own probs too so i realli dun wanna trouble them with mii ... haix .... why mii lar .. its lyk i can tell no 1 abt mii prob ... the marks hav not been the onli thing lor ...
lyk mii hamster lyk died lar... haven told any1 abt it ... i seriously dun wanna bother them ... cryin in mii pillow every nite since mii hamster died lar... it was soo cute and stuff and i realli loved it alot ... and it died ... even b4 i got home ... why are things so heart breakin .... lyk u will onli treasure it once u lose it .... takin things for granted ... why? why kant i b grantful for the things i hav not for the things i had ... why ....
lyk why muz the world b so evil ...... i dun wan to trouble mi fwens ...
i dun wan to trouble any1...sry if i caused u any trouble last time .... i juz hope that nothin will go wrong any more ........

heres mii marks for ur FYI:
english- A2
chinese-C5
maths-A1
science-A1
history-A1
lit-B3
D&T-A2

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Friday, May 4, 2007 - tribute to mii GREATEST FWENS :

THANKS FOR CARIN FOR MII SO MUCH ... U GUYS R THE

BEST RAWKERS IN THE WORLD ... ALTHOUGH TO U IT

WAS JUZ A FEW WORDS OF COMFORT BUT IT IMPACTED

MII ALOT K ... THANK SO MUCH ... U GUYS ARE THE

BESTEST ... HAHAX... U GUY MADE MII FEEL SOO MUCH

BETTER K .. LYK U GUYS RAWK MII SOCK S.... THANKS SO

MUCH FOR COMFORTIN MII 2DAY K .... ALTOUGH I WAS

CRYIN SO MUCH I REALLI APPRECIATED TT U CARED K ....

SERIOUSLY U GUYS RAWK !!!!!!!! I LOVE U ALL K .... U

GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ONE PERSON ...

MII!

UNLESS I GO INTO COMA AND FORGET EVERYTHING...

BUT U GUYS STILL RAWK!!!!!!!! <3

-CLAUDIA - GERMII - SARAH - PERRINE - WAN XIAN -

-RACHEL - SHI MIN - MEL - SOPHIA - ALLISON TAN -

- YC - JER - DEBRA - SRY IF I 4GOT ABT U .....-

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Thursday, May 3, 2007 - the suckish day of mii short depressin life... :

havint been bloging for long as nothin much has happened... but 2day was damn sucky.... it was the biggest f**kin day ever... lyk the dnt was a total rip off lor ... lyk the d**m dnt test was the most idiotic of them all... tinkin bout it lyk soo wanna make mii cry lor... ok it was lyk tiz .... i tot the test ended at 915 .... sounds lyk an excuse but its damn true lor... i didn hear the bloody teacher say anythin .... kept doin and doin .... it was soo sucky she came up to mii ... at first i still couldn hear her .... i asked her to repeat ... and she told mii "why u still writin..." .... i was lyk "huh?" ... i looked at the board and i started to cry.... i rmb the time then .... i was holdin back my tears .... i couldn cry ... at least not in front of mii clas.... i all of a sudden rmb .. IR ... i was goin to be in deep shit .... i couldn tak it one tear came down ... it was realli shit ... i was dead embarassed n mii heart couldn tak it ... after that i signed the pink paper ....i went back and then i ran out of the classroom ... onli one place that i wanna go to ... the toliet... i ran in and locked the door... cried my heart out ... i was wonderin how my mother won kill mii .... i cried even more ... the toliet felt lyk the onli safe place....i had no choice but to come out ... fwens were callin mii .... i came out unwillinly... i fell into mii fwens care and concerns i tried mii bez to smile ... but i jux couldnt... they cared abt mii soo much that i was so touched and i cried even more ... i knew they were tryin the comfort mii but i couldnt help it i cried ..... i didn want to let anyone else see mii cry .. i didn wan so much attention ... lyk sometimes when u feel that ur damn sad and u wanna be left alone .... i was feelin lyk tt ... but mii fwens surrounded mii all askin mii how i was and tt everythin would be fiine ... that the teacher was a b***h ... i noe its mii fault and not the teachers ... the world came to a crash... but i gotta say thanks to mii fwen that were so concerned about mii ,... i hav to thank u guys properly now .... THANK YOU ..., u gals are the best ppl on the EARTH ... hahax... thanks so much .... the nxt challenge i hav to do is to tell mii mother ...so the guilt in mii won build up and cause mii to do stoopid things any more.. i hav to tell her the truth ... and be freed from the chains of guilt ... although i will still be cryin .... but it won last for long i hope ........................................................................................

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