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Saturday, April 12, 2008 - i need time ... :

well im postin again ... realli sryy 4 makin so many ppl worry abt mi after they read the previous post.. lyk im sry i realli jux wasn mi... i was realli tinkin too much lar... thnks 2 sum1 4 makin mi feel much better k...lyk im realli tryin to force miself to be happy le ... its jus tt i cant seemm to be so happy now ... at least mayb ltr ... im kinda feelin ok le... not so suicidal or anythin le... dun intend to cut miself too ... im juz ok ... not too sad not too happy ... juz ok ... i tink i will be ok soon ... lyk i noe its been quite a while... and soo not lyk mi to be unhappy 4 quite a while... but i tink i will be ok lar.. jus tt yar... i wan ur to stop worryin so much le ... cuz the more ur worry the more confused i get and i makes mi feel worse... im sry if u dun realli understand but yar.. tts jus how i feel rite now.. im realli confused ... beyond anythin u can imagine..

ong ... i realli noe how u feel lar.. im realli tryin to be happy le and move on ... but i cant ...i realli realli cant... nt now ... i need time ... i realli dun mind if u dun even tok to mi ... juz giv mi time to be ok ... i realli am freakin confused abt everythin le ... i juz nid time ......

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