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Saturday, March 1, 2008 - life as it is o.o :

well... hmmm...
test and results-not realli wad is expected out of mi ...
however.. how can i eva reach wad is expected of mi...
expectations... always are higher than u can eva reach..
so tt even if u dun reach them... its not so bad...
hmmm... welll... wads realli good may not be grt..

cca-kinda stressed out.. dance competition cumin...
dun tink tt we are realli rdy yet... but lyk not much ppl seem
to care... gotta do sumthin abt it... but not sure wad..
each day the dance com is cumin closer... does any1 else feel the heat?
so what if its not SYF... its still a competition...
ppl will be watchin... there will be judges... can ur pls care more?!?

life-well its kinda shaky... everythin jus holdin on by a thread.
it can jux snap anytime.. the onli thing i noe 4 sure in mi life
is my jer.. but lyk everythin else is realli bad... everyones changin..
or is it jux mi? all mi realli tight friends are jus so different...
cld it be cuz of mi? or is this all juz a nightmare..
tt i will soon wak up frm... haix... not sure wads reality and dreams anymore.

well... tts mi life as it is...
signin off..
PEACE OUT

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