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Thursday, May 3, 2007 - the suckish day of mii short depressin life... :

havint been bloging for long as nothin much has happened... but 2day was damn sucky.... it was the biggest f**kin day ever... lyk the dnt was a total rip off lor ... lyk the d**m dnt test was the most idiotic of them all... tinkin bout it lyk soo wanna make mii cry lor... ok it was lyk tiz .... i tot the test ended at 915 .... sounds lyk an excuse but its damn true lor... i didn hear the bloody teacher say anythin .... kept doin and doin .... it was soo sucky she came up to mii ... at first i still couldn hear her .... i asked her to repeat ... and she told mii "why u still writin..." .... i was lyk "huh?" ... i looked at the board and i started to cry.... i rmb the time then .... i was holdin back my tears .... i couldn cry ... at least not in front of mii clas.... i all of a sudden rmb .. IR ... i was goin to be in deep shit .... i couldn tak it one tear came down ... it was realli shit ... i was dead embarassed n mii heart couldn tak it ... after that i signed the pink paper ....i went back and then i ran out of the classroom ... onli one place that i wanna go to ... the toliet... i ran in and locked the door... cried my heart out ... i was wonderin how my mother won kill mii .... i cried even more ... the toliet felt lyk the onli safe place....i had no choice but to come out ... fwens were callin mii .... i came out unwillinly... i fell into mii fwens care and concerns i tried mii bez to smile ... but i jux couldnt... they cared abt mii soo much that i was so touched and i cried even more ... i knew they were tryin the comfort mii but i couldnt help it i cried ..... i didn want to let anyone else see mii cry .. i didn wan so much attention ... lyk sometimes when u feel that ur damn sad and u wanna be left alone .... i was feelin lyk tt ... but mii fwens surrounded mii all askin mii how i was and tt everythin would be fiine ... that the teacher was a b***h ... i noe its mii fault and not the teachers ... the world came to a crash... but i gotta say thanks to mii fwen that were so concerned about mii ,... i hav to thank u guys properly now .... THANK YOU ..., u gals are the best ppl on the EARTH ... hahax... thanks so much .... the nxt challenge i hav to do is to tell mii mother ...so the guilt in mii won build up and cause mii to do stoopid things any more.. i hav to tell her the truth ... and be freed from the chains of guilt ... although i will still be cryin .... but it won last for long i hope ........................................................................................

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